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Monday, December 28, 2015
Saturday, December 26, 2015
Monday, December 21, 2015
Good Friends = Good Life
Three things are needed for a good life, good friends, good food and good song. - Jason Zebehazy
It's easy to impress me. I don't need a fancy party to be happy. Just good friends, good food and good laughs. I'm happy. I'm satisfied. I'm content. -Maria Sharapova
Thank you for another year of memories, laughs, explores/adventures, etc., etc., etcetera!!! Thank you for being one of the best and truest friends of Jofhie. hehehehe You guys are awesome and cool! Thank you to ya'll for being a part of my 2015's ups and downs in my life. Thank you is not enough, but thank you still for being such a bona fide buddy to me. :)
One of the reasons behind of this...taking bunch of nature photos and/or taking videos...ya a'ready know. hehe :)
Saturday, December 5, 2015
DETERIORATING VOICES
Deteriorating Voices
By: Jofhel
Here I am alone in a quiet dimmed room, sitting in front of my study table while facing the window towards South West B-... My surrounding is just so quiet and peaceful except the sound of the vehicles passing on the highway. I liked it because there is not much noise all around me other than the raindrops, no voices no arguments, no scolding, no nothing. I just liked it, but what I don't like is the noise that keeps bothering my head. There are so many voices chattering and blabbering inside it plus a murmuring sound that goes through my ears. I know what these voices are all telling me; in fact, it is haunting me every day. But because there are a lot of them, I don't even know how to face each of it. I am trying yet they're all a messed, where they become so sneaky and can't figure out which went in first. These voices are like the crowds hearing the noises all at once. The only difference maybe is that I can hear all the words inside my head, but I can't rationally think through ... they just randomly speak together at the same time in a speeding way. I took my journal and write whatever is freaking going on in my mind right now; frustratingly, I can't write and tell whatever I wanted to say. I am annoyed, irritated, disappointed, and frustrated. I wanted to burst emotionally, not only because I can't start writing, but wanted to breakdown because these unknown and indescribable feeling are causing me too much of emotions. I sobbed my head down...thinking almost everything! You know when your mind goes all of the thinking all at once, it's like your head is spinning off of space. It's hard to stop it; it just keeps going on and on and on that the only you have is to "GIVE IT UP" and won't be fighting that battle and will be just lose AGAIN. This weakness wins all the time because I've had let it win...like.all.the.time.
It's frustrating me when all I needed is to get all over the emotions I've been stressing out, but I always ended up losing through procrastination. I procrastinate because losses demotivate me! If only I am stupid and insane, I could be gone crazy as long as I ever wanted to. I feel like my soul is all deflated that I can't even motivate myself now. No matter how I believed that this would pass through, I can't help it but to lose hope sometimes. I give up my energy most of the time, my soul is giving up, and my emotion is downing me...that am for sure no one knows about. I am giving up only when my nonsense thinking is too weary. But I don't, of course, give up working on all things I need to do, it's just my energy that wears me out. Others thought I am strong, but what they didn't know, the strength they're seeing of me is all disaster within my system - a disaster that I keep on fighting. I feel like I am all tearing apart...my emotions are breaking me into pieces, and my spirit is weakening me. My negative thoughts are wrecking my head. But I can't show that to the outside world. I can, but I don't want to. I just can't trust my instinct telling to someone about the agitating silence I am hiding. I just can't! just don't want my emotions to explode in front of somebody. I am way too scared to express it all out because I don't know what's going to bound next! Can I still trust that "person" after? I have difficulties expressing who I am, and what I feel to anybody, and I don't have to. I just need to be who I am...lively and cheerful though I so genuinely hoping that I can find someone who can understand the way and who I am; someone whom I can trust beyond 100% but most of the time. I am still hoping up until now because I don't want my belief just to disappear; I still believe that God will still send that ONE true person to me at the right time. I know He knows I am not ready yet.
Friday, July 3, 2015
The Fear and Greed Emotions
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Rich Dad Poor Dad
by: Robert T. Kiyosaki
"Learning how to have money work for you is a lifetime study. Most people go to college for years, and their education ends. I already know that my study of money will continue over my lifetime, simply because the more I find out, the more I find out I need to know. Most people never study the subject. They go to work, get their paycheck, balance their cheeckbooks, and that's it. They wonder why they have money problems. They think that more money will solve the problem and don't realize that it's their lack of financial education that is the problem". (RDPD, p.25)
"Prices go up because of greed and fear caused by ignorance. If schools taught about money, there would be more money and lower prices. But schools focus only on teaching people to work for money... (RDPD, p.36)
"..once a person stop searching for information and self-knowledge, ignorance sets in".
"..to spend your life living in fear, never exploring your dreams is cruel. To work hard for money, thinking that it will buy you things that will make you happy is also cruel. To wake up in the middle of the night terrified about paying is horrible way to live. To live a life dictated by the size of a paycheck is not really living a life. Thinking that job makes you secure is lying to yourself. That's cruel, and that's the trap I want you to avoid. Don't let money run your life." (Rich Dad Poor Dad)
"The pattern to get up, go to work, pay bills; get up, go to work, pay bills. People's lives are forever controlled by two emotion: fear and greed. Offer them more money and they continue the cycle by increasing their spending. This is what I call the Rat Race."
"Instead of admitting the truth about how they feel, they react to their feelings and fail to think. They feel the fear so they go to work, hoping that money will soothe the fear, hoping again that money will calm their fears, and again it doesn't. Fear keeps them in this trap of working, earning money, working, earning money, hoping the fear will go away But every day they get up, and that old fear wakes up with them. For millions of people that old fear keeps them awake all night, causing a night of turmoil and worry. So they get up and go to work, hoping that a paycheck will kill that fear gnawing at their soul. Money is running their lives, and they refuse to tell the truth about that. Money is control of their emotions and their souls. (Rich Dad Poor Dad, p.30)
"In fact the reason many rich people are rich isn't because of desire, but because of fear. They believe that money can eliminate the fear of being poor, so they amass tons of it, only to find the fears gets worse. Now they fear losing the money. I have friends who keep working even though they have plenty. I know people who have millions who are more afraid ow than when they were poor. They're terrified of losing it all. The fears that drove them to get rich got worse. That weak and needy part of their soul is actually screaming louder. They don't want to lose the big houses, the cars and the high life money has bought them. They worry about what their friends would say if they lose all their money. May are emotionally desperate and neurotic, although they look rich and have more money." (Rich Dad Poor Dad, p.31)
"...choosing what we think rather than reacting to our emotions. Instead of just getting up and going to work because not having the money to pay your bills is scaring you, ask yourself, 'Is working harder at this the best solution to this problem?' Most people are too afraid to rationally think things through and instead run out the door to a job they hate." (RDPD, p.37)
Sunday, May 31, 2015
God made everything out of nothing, but the nothingness shows through
Nothingness in life means Everything!
by: Jofhel Avecilla Calbone
"I am happy to be reminded that an ordinary day full of nothing but nothingness can make you feel like you've won the lottery." -Susan Orlean
"God made everything out of nothing, but the nothingness shows through." -Paul Valery
While I am eating, this thought sinks into my mind:
God was and is always with us.
Other people thought that my grandfather and my grandmother won't be able to support and raise their children, just because "those judgemental people" thought that my grandparents have nothing in life but just a farmer. Some people thought that my grandparents won't be able to send their children to school. But that was just what they thought--having a narrow-minded and judging other people's credibility will eat their words back.
Some people thought we won't be able to come to CANADA! You know when other people turns or puts you down just because they thought you just CAN'T and that they thought, you don't have enough SOURCES! But see how those people can say anything they want to you because they know that your life is moving upward--that you are succeeding something in life. What they don't know is that of course no matter what--we have GOD! It's just so disappointing when people are trying to question of what you are capable of doing.
Some people belittle, judge you, or puts you down because "I think that they are some people who are angry or not happy with the way things are going in their lives, and they get irritated when they see someone who is happy, and they want to lash out at them and bring them down. Unfortunately, I don't know if it's jealousy or anger or resentment, that some people want to do that to others". (GORDON). Or they lash you out maybe because they don't want you to succeed or be above of them.
Overall, I am thankful that I have had experienced the "life of nothingness" because I have come to believe that whatever my roots have had cultivated, brought up to where my families and I are in now. I do know how to understand when I have nothing. I am thankful and appreciate with whatever I have at the present moment. I believe that whatever we have in life is just for contemporary and it's not going to stick it all around us. Whatever Zens we have is not meant forever, but what's forever within us is how we treasured the life that God has given us. I am thankful that I am experiencing the hurdles of life. We're all experiencing harships and struggles in life, and we never know when it'll be going to resolve. We complained a lot--it's okay (part of life). On the other hand we have to treasure them, and without these challenges, we never know where we're going. And think of it, there are other people out there who maybe are in full of predicaments than what we are experiencing right now.
It's good to explore the nothingness and stepping into the unknown of life.
Saturday, May 23, 2015
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