DEAR YOU By: Unknown No comments

Dear You

Dear you,

I don’t know you yet. I haven’t met you yet, but I am thinking of who you may be.

I am dreaming about you even though I have no idea what you looked liked, most especially the way who you are in and out. I am creating scenes about how we’re going to meet. I am thinking where you are, what you are doing, and if…you are thinking the same way as I am. Are you?

I know I asked God not to cross our path yet, because I do believed that God knew I am not sure if…I am ready or not ready to meet you and to get to know you further. But I know God has the right will for me and for you too.

I am just hoping that one day, you’ll be my one and only best friend.

I know in God’s perfect time, I may run and bumped into you unexpectedly.

I just don’t know how, where, and when.

But you know what, I am patiently waiting for that time to come.

I hope you do too!

God I know you know I am waiting.

I know you know that I want to prove something about myself first before you will give me the right love for me.

I do understand that in relationships, it is not always going to be perfect and sweet.

I believe in you God.

I trust you and will always trust your will for me.

I have faith in you.

God, please I am not in a hurry…

You know that love is not my first priority right?      

However, I don’t know when is your perfect time;

Hopefully, you’ll give me sign…please…God?

Dear you,

Whoever you ma be and whatever may your role in my life be

I have faith that you will be the right one love for me.

I just wish that you were the one true love

I have had been longing for so long.

I hope you will accept the way who I am.

I hope you are not like the other who only wants a relationship…

Physically and sexually.

I hope you’re not like the other who takes advantage to a woman’s weaknesses!

I hope you are open-minded; understanding; gentleman; caring; thoughtful; supportive; not-so-selfish; a good man;

And a man who have goals in life.

I might not know you yet, but you don’t have to someone you are not,

As I am not perfect like you.

I just needed you to be just YOU!

If you are reading this, please don’t be in a hurry.

Hopefully, you can feel me through this letter.

For now let us live in the present. Let us focus on what we have.

Let us enjoy our time, our freedom and enjoy the blessing of being a single.

And in God’s time, He will give us the gifts that we deserved to receive.

God will make a way and I know He is on it. J

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STEPPING INTO THE UNKNOWN By: Unknown No comments

STEPPING INTO THE UNKNOWN

Jofhel C.

Goal is a dream, and a dream that needs action to be taken!
I wrote it down, then closed it after.
Motivations sowed within me, but encouragement is what I needed it most. Still and all, being courageous is nowhere to be found to build!
I am here sitting on a moving train; however, my emotions are everywhere; my undefined mood seems to be floating! My mind is like a raging storm - does it? I can't spell it out! My ears are currently into Casting Crowns' beating and drumming my stormy head - puzzling every unknown piece of my moods!

I stood up, getting myself off the train. My mind is still ongoing like a programmed computer, it keeps on creating words figuring out the right word to fit in.

I think I  know where I'm going and I think I know what's it for. Ste But I don't exactly know what really is for me and what is actually I am aiming for! 
Goal is a dream, a dream I chase of one after another. I walked and paused for a reason.

My goals direct me like a railway, the train is my lead. It picked me up where specifically I am waiting, then it leads me right where I needed to be. My railway doesn't go straight, I understand that I have to experience every winding road I may face. The train stops station after station, but not all station is my opportunity. It takes a long while to be where I should be; nevertheless, it doesn't mean that where I've been dropped off is my right path! It maybe is just for a lead - supposedly a lead going to my own pathway-- INDEPENDENT and ALONE with my feet!

Where I am is not that enough, but I am highly, definitely, & patiently waiting time after time! I believed that I will land on my well-deserving journey...but for now, I'll keep on riding, leading me wherever random. 

Eventually...eventually, God will placed me into my-deserving-pilgrimage.

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Good Friends = Good Life By: Unknown No comments

Three things are needed for a good life, good friends, good food and good song. - Jason Zebehazy

It's easy to impress me. I don't need a fancy party to be happy. Just good friends, good food and good laughs. I'm happy. I'm satisfied. I'm content. -Maria Sharapova

Thank you for another year of memories, laughs, explores/adventures, etc., etc., etcetera!!! Thank you for being one of the best and truest friends of Jofhie. hehehehe You guys are awesome and cool! Thank you to ya'll for being a part of my 2015's ups and downs in my life. Thank you is not enough, but thank you still for being such a bona fide buddy to me. :)

One of the reasons behind of this...taking bunch of nature photos and/or taking videos...ya a'ready know. hehe :)

DETERIORATING VOICES By: Unknown No comments

Deteriorating Voices

By: Jofhel 

Here I am alone in a quiet dimmed room, sitting in front of my study table while facing the window towards South West B-... My surrounding is just so quiet and peaceful except the sound of the vehicles passing on the highway. I liked it because there is not much noise all around me other than the raindrops, no voices no arguments, no scolding, no nothing. I just liked it, but what I don't like is the noise that keeps bothering my head. There are so many voices chattering and blabbering inside it plus a murmuring sound that goes through my ears. I know what these voices are all telling me; in fact, it is haunting me every day. But because there are a lot of them, I don't even know how to face each of it. I am trying yet they're all a messed, where they become so sneaky and can't figure out which went in first. These voices are like the crowds hearing the noises all at once. The only difference maybe is that I can hear all the words inside my head, but I can't rationally think through ... they just randomly speak together at the same time in a speeding way. I took my journal and write whatever is freaking going on in my mind right now; frustratingly, I can't write and tell whatever I wanted to say. I am annoyed, irritated, disappointed, and frustrated. I wanted to burst emotionally, not only because I can't start writing, but wanted to breakdown because these unknown and indescribable feeling are causing me too much of emotions. I sobbed my head down...thinking almost everything! You know when your mind goes all of the thinking all at once, it's like your head is spinning off of space. It's hard to stop it; it just keeps going on and on and on that the only you have is to "GIVE IT UP" and won't be fighting that battle and will be just lose AGAIN. This weakness wins all the time because I've had let it win...like.all.the.time.

It's frustrating me when all I needed is to get all over the emotions I've been stressing out, but I always ended up losing through procrastination. I procrastinate because losses demotivate me! If only I am stupid and insane, I could be gone crazy as long as I ever wanted to. I feel like my soul is all deflated that I can't even motivate myself now. No matter how I believed that this would pass through, I can't help it but to lose hope sometimes. I give up my energy most of the time, my soul is giving up, and my emotion is downing me...that am for sure no one knows about. I am giving up only when my nonsense thinking is too weary. But I don't, of course, give up working on all things I need to do, it's just my energy that wears me out. Others thought I am strong, but what they didn't know, the strength they're seeing of me is all disaster within my system - a disaster that I keep on fighting. I feel like I am all tearing apart...my emotions are breaking me into pieces, and my spirit is weakening me. My negative thoughts are wrecking my head. But I can't show that to the outside world. I can, but I don't want to. I just can't trust my instinct telling to someone about the agitating silence I am hiding. I just can't!  just don't want my emotions to explode in front of somebody. I am way too scared to express it all out because I don't know what's going to bound next! Can I still trust that "person" after? I have difficulties expressing who I am, and what I feel to anybody, and I don't have to. I just need to be who I am...lively and cheerful though I so genuinely hoping that I can find someone who can understand the way and who I am; someone whom I can trust beyond 100% but most of the time. I am still hoping up until now because I don't want my belief just to disappear; I still believe that God will still send that ONE true person to me at the right time. I know He knows I am not ready yet.